I love you...!
And yes, I confess that's my mistake. I love you much more than you probably deserve. And that's why I cry for you through the night. I am unable to take my mind off you, no matter how hard I try.
Yes, 'coz I love you and that's my mistake.
I am jealous when I find you talking to others and ignoring me. Laughing with others and letting tears well up in my eyes. I can't share you with anyone else 'coz I feel I own you. You are mine and mine alone, that's what I surmise.
Yes, that's 'coz I love you and I know that's my mistake.
I never loved anyone before the way I loved you. I cherished your presence in my life 'coz for me you were my God.
I begged for your love. I yearned for your undivided attention. I longed to be the Queen of your heart. Yes, 'coz I loved you and that was my mistake.
I transformed and wore masks, as per your likes, only so that you would love me more. But alas, that was not to be! You left me high and dry, empty and shaken.
My heart's broken into shreds by your callous hands 'coz i valued you the most. I gave you the right to my body and mind and soul. I stripped myself naked in front of you, threadbare...and you ripped it apart!
All these years I thought you were mine and loved me, Oh, so much...you played with me, toddled with my naive emotions and shoved me aside.
I yelled and screamed only to be lovingly stifled by your passionate kisses. I understood much later that I was only the object of your carnal desires.
All this 'coz I loved you and yes, I now realise that was a mistake...a huge fatal mistake!
But what an irony! After all this, I still have your memory carved out in the megaliths of my mind.
Your name on my parched lips.
Your desire in my distressed soul.
Unrequited love for you in the deep dark crevices of my forlorn heart.
All this 'coz I still love you!
Tuesday, October 2, 2018
I love you...!
Laugh, love, live, get lost in the wilderness...ENJOY!
Life is to be lived fully, enjoyed to the hilt and loved profoundly.
Even it means to fail and falter, run and get drenched in the elixir of life.
This moment passing by shall not return.
Extort every bit out of it. Squeeze out the life out of each fleeting moment.
Laugh heartily without holding out, love unconditionally without expecting anything, live fully as if there is no tomorrow.
Go out and soak yourself in the beautiful beauties of nature.
Don't look back and mull, what's gone is gone. Dusted and done with. There's so much more waiting out there for you. Embrace that and chug along humming the music of your soul.
Avoid being jealous...you don't own anyone. Set them free and explore. Get rid of fallacies and illusions, notions and biases.
Live for yourself and yourself only. You are all you have got. People come and go. Your happiness and mental peace is your prime priority.
Work on yourself and your dreams...your life. Try and be the best version of yourself. Endeavour to create the life you aspire. Realize your true potential. Trust your gut instincts. They will never let you down.
Don't entangle yourself with people. They are not worth it. They don't deserve you. Keep off all the emotional attachments. They will always suck you into their crazy whirlpool. Stay away from all the melodrama of relationships.
Learn your lessons and simply love. Accept without expecting.
Watch your thoughts. Check them every now and then. They create your reality. Don't allow anything to consume you or your vital energies. Trust me, it's all such a waste of time and yourself.
You are not here to defend yourself and explain things to people...coz they will only understand what they want to. It's fine to be misunderstood.
Don't let situations and circumstances dictate you and determine your life. You are the master architect of your life. You decide what and who you want.
Be yourself. Love who you are. Your true, pure, original self. The eccentric, weird, quirky soul that resides within you. You are one of your kind. Cherish that.
Smile often. It hurts your detractors. They squirm seeing you happy. Be content in your space. Calm and composed. Let nothing and noone ruffle you up.
Simply flow with the universal cosmic divine energy of the creation and sparkle. Illuminate and dazzle the world with the luminous incandescent flame within you.
You are the world. You own it. You don't need anyone to bring you joy or complete your existence. Your purpose in life is to learn the lessons as and when they come and leave this world a more enriched soul.
So, rick and roll!
Wednesday, August 1, 2018
In the busy lives that most of us live in, we are jostling for our own little spaces. We all are fighting our own battles and struggling to somehow survive.
In this fast-paced world, every individual is trying to meet the deadlines and stay afloat. However, in this maddening lifestyle, we need to create and carve out our own tiny spaces...oasis of love and happiness in the dry barren desert.
We have to look for our little blessings in our lives and smile. We cannot afford to wait for the happy moment or day to come beckoning at our doors and embrace us. We cannot bank on others to provide us happiness.
We have to be proactive and take responsibility for our own peace and joy. Our external situations and the world outside us is but a reflection of our inner lives. So, if we stay happy and fulfilled inside, the world outside with resonate with similar energies.
Whether it be reading a nice book or plugging our ear phones with our favourite music playing or taking a short stroll in the park outside...we need to look out for our secret oasis in the cold barrenness we are existing in. Steal few blissful moments from our hectic schedules and rejuvenate our minds.
Keep your eyes open and look around yourself with a keen sense.
For your sanity and mental health, take deep breaths in the midst of all the mess and steer clear of the clamour around. Sanitise your heart and mind from the negative energies crowding you.
Friday, July 6, 2018
Looking towards a dry sky, my heart cries out for a drop of life.
A solitary drop of love will be enough to save the fading light of my weary eyes.
I don't want to die in oblivious anonymity.
Down on my knees and with folded hands, I look up to the azure sky for love and life.
Praying for a single drop, 'He' had pity on me.
'He' sent down cool refreshing stream of showers.
Ohh! How much I relish this life-giving elixir!
Drench me in the showers of your unconditional love.
Soak my bruised body in the showers of your harmonious surrender.
Wet me with the kisses of your beauteous brilliance.
Submerge my soul in the deluge of absolute gay abandon.
Serenade my heart with the ethereal music of touching notes.
Wash my reeking wounds and embalm them with the magic potion of your warm caress.
Soothe my battered spirit and embrace it tenderly with affection.
Don't leave me behind again, in this barren place, yearning for the downpour.
Take me along.
Let me take wings and rise up hand in hand with you.
Soar high above, with you by my side, my love.
With you by my side, I need nothing.
My soul feels replenished. My body refreshed. My spirits buoyant.
The showers have saved me...
Tuesday, June 19, 2018
Cheers to the balmy morning,
Cheers to the warm sunshine,
Cheers to the chirping birds,
Cheers to the blooming flowers,
Cheers to the cool fragrant breeze,
Cheers to the hot cup of coffee,
Cheers to the cozy bed,
Cheers to the cackle of kids around.
Cheers to the lovely stroll in the lush green dewy grass,
Cheers to the endearing smiles,
Cheers to the refreshing faces,
Cheers to the hugs and the kisses,
Cheers to the handshakes,
Cheers to the nice books,
Cheers to the delicious dishes that satiate my hunger,
Cheers to the fresh water quenching my parched body.
Cheers to every breath I take,
Cheers to each step I take,
Cheers to all my failures and heartbreaks,
Cheers to the vibrant souls for choosing me,
Cheers to the desirable temptations galore.
Cheers to the virtuous energies that provide me sustenance.
Cheers to all the sweet blessings in my life!
Cheers to life!
Sunday, June 10, 2018
The world needs bridges. Joining hearts and minds across. As netizens of this wonderful creation, we all need to heal, not hurt others.
Bring down the barriers and scale the boundaries. These bridges are to be built not merely outside. Rather we ought to construct them inside our thoughts and minds. So that outside too, the differences disappear. After all, the outside world is just a manifestation of our inner universe.
We all are spiritual souls in these physical bodies, trudging along on our individual journeys. We meet one another, forge relationships and move on. We don't own anyone. We simply decide to accompany each other for a while on this long winding path of life.
We acquire material possessions for our fleeting conveniences and securities, only to leave them behind after a while. Nothing and no one belongs to us.
And on this journey, we need to accept the other soul the way they are. Complete acceptance with no expectation. No strings...no attachment.
Easier said than done. I know it's a daunting challenge but so is the other choice. You attach yourself to people and things and then feel deeply heartbroken when they drift away. You get so entangled in the resultant web of hurt and pain, that you are badly shattered, emotionally and physically. You are miserable. That's not your purpose of life is. That's not why you came to this world.
Accept the reality and get rid of the delusions.
Romance is a figment of one's imagination. A larger than life projection of fantasies. Reality is starkly different. Fairy tale romances are fleeting and transient. Compassion and kindness is real.
This world is increasingly turning into this dry barren desert of parched thirsty souls. Yearning for kindness, longing for compassion, craving for care.
Give more of all this to all who you come across, not expecting anything in return. Life is all about giving not getting.
Burn up your soul's light to brighten up the world. Leave it a better place. Let your presence heal the lacerated wounded souls silently screaming for help.
But before you heal the world, you need to heal yourself. A broken heart and a battered soul cannot mend walls and build bridges.
Fix yourself first! Heal your heart first!